Its so disappointing to find out that the people who promised never to leave are actually the first ones who did. They always tell you how you can count on them whenever you are in need. Well, where are they now ? Why did they leave so soon ?.....Now it scares me because I think in time everybody else will have to leave. Everybody will change, we will grow apart and we cant do the things we usually do . We will have to move on and that's one thing I really hate .The equations change from being close to almost strangers and you do not miss , hate and nether forget that person ..Somehow all three of these feelings are a bad combination together.

Lately I have experienced an alienation of emotions from the mind and to make it humorous i call it "Being The Benign Buddha"...in reality it is a safeguard of your emotions least you get into the vicious circle of believing that people who show they care will never ever leave....